Saywecanfly - The Art Of Anesthesia Lyrics
Sometimes I think about who I should believeThe people who are dead or the people who are freeSometimes I hear them as they whisper to meI try to stay awake so I won't die in my sleepAnd I was quick to take a second look throughThe window on the door of the operating roomAnd the adrenaline, it threw my eyesTo the table on the floor where the patients lieI saw his face and I could not speakAs the anesthetic kissed his cheekI felt my lips go cold and my limbs go weakBecause the body on the table where the patients die was meIt was meGive me back my oxygen maskCause I don't want to feel the walls of my heart collapseSo put me under.I would sooner die on this tableThan face what causes me to be so unstableThere was a lie between my demons and meAnd a body made of paper in the passenger seatAs I open my eyes, I could not seeI felt the stitches come loose and the blood run freeAnd as my thoughts began to shakeI felt the hand of the darkness kiss my faceAnd then the devil woke up and he grabbed my throatHe pulled me down to the place where the silence growsHe looks at me with hollow eyesAnd he whispered my name as the flowers diedI felt my heart went cold as I sank betweenThe ocean I am and the river I'm meant to beI'm meant to beGive me back my oxygen maskCause I don't want to feel the walls of my heart collapseSo put me under.I would sooner die on this tableThan face what causes me to be so unstableNow I'm standing by the window on a SundayAnd I can't quite recallWhy I cannot move at allAnd I feel so tired and woundedLike the stitches on my soul came apartI'm standing here in the darkWell, maybe it's from the drinks we had last nightBut good god, I love those friends of mineThe best that alcohol can buyOr maybe it's from the lack of sleepBut those secrets I've kept, trying to be so sweet to youIt's dark, my dearBut it got me through, it got me throughSo give me back my oxygen maskCause I don't want to feel the walls of my heart collapseSo put me underI would sooner die on this tableThen face what causes me to be so unstableCauses me to be so unstable [2x]Sometimes I wonder if I'm only a ghostWearing human skin I never choseI listen to the devil as he spokeBecause he tempted me with a beautiful rose