Emily Plazek - Finally Not Sorry Lyrics
What did I do wrong now? Must have been my fault, somehowI'm sorry, forgive meYour eyes are speaking for you, I'm blind-guessing your thoughts, tooPlease help me, speak to meI know how you taste, I know how you sound, your profile view, no one else aroundI couldn't lose you nowBut all of this time I taught you to see, conditioned you by always saying sorryBut in reality the fault was never on meNever on meI summoned the courage and you came for the rideI opened up, let you in and oh, you came insideI heard you enjoy my every move but when it ended nothing came back from youWhat was I thinking?So finally I'm not sorryGuilt waterboarding me, the fear you'll be unhappyI'm sorry, forgive meFor years I forgot myself, for you my heart burned in hellPlease help me, speak to meI summoned the courage and you came for the rideI opened up, let you in and oh, you came insideI heard you enjoy my every move but when it ended nothing came back from youWhat was I thinking?So finally I'm not sorryRemember how I waited so patiently?So consumed by my own sorry empathy?I wasn't a fool, I was just too lovingMore than a fooled up heart like yours could ever beAnd even now it hurts me to let you goMy dear friend, I only tried to hold you closeHow can this goodbye be the only way to love youAfter all those years that I tried?Those years that passed by?I summoned the courage and you came for the rideI opened up, let you in and oh, you came insideI heard you enjoy my every move but when it ended nothing came back from youWhat was I thinking?So finally I'm not sorrySo finally I'm not sorryFinally I'm not sorry
