Dezeray's Hammer - What I Think Lyrics
This is my very own diseaseWake up drenched in fearPounding of my brainMight explode in timeThis cold chill makes me trembleCould this be my life orIs he just teasing meCannot close my eyesWill the Reaper be waitingThis my own diseaseBurn it at both endsWhat can I expectTwisted from the stressValidating these voicesThis my very own diseaseBe that as it mayTake it for grantedAnd abuse ourselves and stillI am constantly fracturedAs I sit here fadingTruth to fantasyKeeps the days replacingMy denial for comfortThis is my very own diseaseCaused by my neglectThis breakdown comes full circleLost in my regretNow don't be surprised when I tell myselfI told you soJust give my fear a nameBent, cracked, numb, *****ed, slaveDreams that leave a stainCan't escape such impressionsThis is my very own diseaseI told you so