Adaliah - Mind Eraser Lyrics
It was all part of the planJust think a year from now you won’t remember my nameWe hydroplanedAnd I watched us crash and burn before we hit the wallStepping stones don’t exist when I’ve fallen off a cliffSelfishness, ignorance, *****ing blissIt wasn’t enough, I’m never enoughYou say that you cared, I’m calling your bluffI’ll never be *****ing good enoughI tried to erase you but the words smeared on the paperI need a…mind eraserOne so vile and abrasive that I won’t remember all the pain you put me throughThis was all part of your planIt’s been a year and I can’t remember your faceMy minds gone blank but nothing feels the sameMemories replaced with the let-down of an empty promiseI should have called this from a mile awayBut I was blinded by what was and what could have been usAnd so I’ll stay awake at night haunted by the thought of years lostAnd time spent caring for someone…Who didn’t give a ***** whether I was still breathing at the end of the dayI still can’t believe how easily you dropped everything and pushed me awaySo let me set this straightI am everything you hateI’m the grime that lines your sinkI’m the *****ing demon seedAll I wanted was for you to *****ing care for once in your selfish lifeThe time we wastedThe feeling of being alone, out in the coldA misguided soul, destined to spend his life on his ownI hope you’re happyI’m standing here with a sense of regret for the things I have said
