Real Friends - To: My Old Self Lyrics
I spend my nights thinking the worstAnd telling myself that everything's going to work outI keep kicking myself in the mouthOpening up every cut that should be a scar by nowI need the hope I always tell my friends aboutI need the hope I always tell my friends aboutI'll sleep with the TV on, it covers up my feelings about the pastWhen I am lying awake thinking about how things used to beI'm sick and tiredI'm sick and tired of being at the same old place in my headGive me peace of mindI always backtrack to my old selfWhen I'm holding on to despair and cracks in my lifeI'm holding and I need to let goI'll sleep with the TV on, it covers up my feelings about the pastWhen I am lying awake thinking about how things used to beThat is the soil that fear grows inI'm dirty from head to toeThat is the soil that fear grows inI'm dirty from head to toeThat is the story of how fear grows inI'm dirty from head to toeI'm dirty from head to toeI'm dirty from head to toe
